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I just got off work...dios mios my friends. Dios Mios. Anyways, i'm home now which lightens my mood. I plan on sitting on my lazy ass, watching Tv and sleeping. Oh I'm excited! Vince told me today that there is a Sugarcult show in Feb?...So anyone who is interested in joining me, give me a shout. It should be much fun. Last full week of school!!!! YEAH!!
I'm worried about my mother...she's got something going on that she's just not telling me. Her appetite has been going down the drain. She took me to Subway today on my break and she didn't want anything.."i'm just not hungry marlena."--->"ok mom...what did you have for breakfast?"--->"i had a scone and half a frap." This is not a good sign. She always finishes the whole freakin thing. I'm very concerned. But she also decided to talked to me today about getting help. She says that I have depression warning signs and that i should on some medication or some shit. She could be right...i know i have my moments, but i know i don't need medicine! All i know is that the way she's going, she's got me dreading my mid-life crisis.
Holy Crap! My brother is getting a PS2 and a TV for Christmas! I had to wait till i was 15 to get a freakin TV for my room, and now he's got a Tv, a PS2, AND a cell phone! DUDE..wtf. WTF. I don't understand it, and i pointed this out to both of my parents and they're like "we know we know...you were the experimental child." Whatever..that's bs. Ok I'm done venting..for now.
Oh yeah...anyone who wants to go Christmas shopping with me is welcome. The more the merrier! :)
13 more days....:) :)
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[11 Dec 2004|01:55pm] |
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Wow, i def had a late night last night but it was most def. tons of fun. Leah, Lizzie, Courtney, Lauren, Vince and Aaron and I went and saw Oceans 12. So good. let me just tell you. But yeah it was loads of fun.
Today i had practice bright and early..whooo. lol that was interesting. I work tonight 4-10:30, if anyone wants to come visit me...(wink wink). later dudes!
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[10 Dec 2004|06:49pm] |
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There is NOTHING appealing about sweaty middle schoolers.
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| Oh I've got a crush on you... |
[10 Dec 2004|03:30pm] |
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Whoo! So yesterday was freaking awesome...! Courtney and I went paddling (cause there were no waves) and the water so freakin cold! OMG you have no idea...anyways, we were paddling and we were way way WAY out there. And i go "DOLPHINS!" So courtney like the crazy kid that she is goes "lets follow them" Well we did and we didn't get very far cause we lost them. But then we found them again and no lie we were 10 ft from them. And we just sat there on our boards and watched them feed. It was the COOLEST thing in the world. Oh man it was awesome.
Today was cool as well. Really uneventful i guess, but not all that bad. I started to look at someone in a different way today, which was cool. He's so cute. :) Yeah tonight tho i have to sell tickets or something like that tonight for some middle school dance @ the high school. Oh joy..i just can't wait. Hopefully me and leah and whoever else will get to catch a movie!
I guess i'm done speaking my piece for now...15 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS (and leah's bday!)!! later dudes!
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[09 Dec 2004|09:26am] |
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1. First best friend: Jaymi Smoake
2. First love: Tyler Chamberlen
3. First real kiss: Adam Lavigne
4. First screen name: haha don't remember there were so many
5. First pet: Shadow
6. First car: 2003 white chevy cavaliar (sp?)
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: umm never
2. Last kiss: Ryan Clutter..about a month ago
3. Last good cry: oh lets see...a couple weeks ago
4. Last beverage drank: water
5. Last food consumed: pepperoni pizza
6. Last crush: haha Austin Collins
7. Last phone call: Dad
8. Last text: Matt
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: Courtney Green
FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: American Eagle, Bealls, and PacSun
2. Favorite item of clothing: my spandex :)
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: def. not
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Tressame ...Oh la la
3. What are you most scared of: spiders
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: blue
2. Foods: most def. goldfish!
3. Favorite subject in high school: Chemistry
4. Animals: dolphins
5. Sports: volleyball is my life! and of course surfing.
6. Movie: Buscando a Nemo!!
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: does my dog count?
2. Smoked: eww nasty nasty!
3. Made yourself throw-up: tried but i hurt myself..
4. Skinny dipped:haha yeah right
5. Been in love: oh yes
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: my red hollister tee, my a&f armband, ae jeans, and my target clogs.
2. Music: none
3. Make-up: nude eyeshadow
4. IMs: none
LAST PERSON:
1. Hugged: COURTNEY CIVIS!
2. IMed: Bobby?
3. Last person who slept at your house: Courtney and Lindsey
4. Last person's house you slept at: Courtney's
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: really tired
2. Love: is the best feeling in the world
3. I dream about: idk...i never can remember
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[07 Dec 2004|04:21pm] |
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whoo....christmas break is almost here. Praise God! I'm so done with alg 2...whooooo!!!!! Well today was really kinda of uneventful. The same ol' same ol', ya know how we do.
Oh man i'm really craving those waves. Too bad there aren't any..ugh! I just might have to move away to California, the water may be cold but oh man at this point i'll take anything. And i'm sure there are other out there who agree with me.
Well its my mommy's birthday today..yay! Man today she told me that i had to work the middle school dance at the high school on Friday. :(...i'm so bummed. No worries...its not like i had a date or anything. Dude, my brother is like a pimp. I had no idea, but i went to pick him up from school today and there was like a crowd of girls around him. He got in the car...and i was like "hello...who are the girls?" haha
Its funny cause that kid couldn't get a girl to save his life last yr. now look at him. haha it makes me laugh.
Alrighty...i'm gonna go watch my television and not do my homework...((its the cool thing to do)) ;)
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[06 Dec 2004|09:57am] |
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Counting stars
wishing I was ok
counting down was my biggest mistake
I never ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to
counting stars again...
I sometimes wonder why there is so much pain in the world. But I guess without pain there would be no...
I look at the world around me and I see all of the beautiful people. And it makes me happy that maybe, just maybe I'll be one of those beautiful people one day. I guess I'm learning the hard way, but for now I'm ok with that. Cause I've got alot of thinking to do....
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[05 Dec 2004|07:39pm] |
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Whoa this weekend was nuts. Ok friday night i was supposed to go the movies with tommy but he forgot (what a surprise) so i went instead with my dad. Let me just say...National Treasure makes me want to be a treasure hunter! Its so freakin awesome!
Saturday morning i had to wake up bright and early and take those dreaded SATs...OMG>>>never again will i take those! I had freakin 3 math sections in a freakin row! AHHH but overall it wasn't that bad. But just to let ya'll know...if you forgot how to write in script...you better refresh ur memory, bc you're def. going to need it on that test. haha it was the greatest>>i was like ummmm...what a cursive "f" look like again? goofy me. :) Anyways~ after the SATs me and courtney went on the mission of finding the flea market. OMG...i tried to tell her, i really did, but no don't listen to marlena! jk jk We ended up wasteing 30 min looking for the stupid flea market and eventually she just gave up and we went to the food court. AND HOLY SHIT! the mall was freakin packed! it took us once again FOREVER to find somewhere to sit down and eat. It was all those damn procrastinators...ugh fags. lol So yeah after shopping i went home and we were supposed to go to St. augustine to see the night of lights but plans changed cause freakin austin collins called and was like "hey there is going to be a bon-fire tonight, you should come" so my dumbass was "sure!" well i ended up babysitting Lindsey and then going to walmart with courtney, drew, and spike at 10:30. ugh...boys. Why in the hell do i bother?
Today i woke up once again bright and freakin early to go to work. It wasn't too bad...we got really swamped by like noon. haha i saw lightsey earlier this morning...i swear i love giving that man a hard time. He's the freakin greatest..too bad he's not my coach anymore..(oh well blame b.wall :)) So yeah after work i went to Ricardos house to do our math project...tooo bad neither of us had any idea what to do. go figure. BUT I LOVE RICARDOS FAMILY!!! they're are so freakin awesome. i saw like all of ricardos baby pictures...he was the cutest thing in the whole wide world! hehehe..awe man good times.
Alrighty ya'll i'm so tired that its not even FUNNY! night...20 days till Christmas! :)
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[03 Dec 2004|03:40pm] |
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Go me...!!! I'm a freaking genius! Just look at the background! AND WHAT BITCHES!
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[03 Dec 2004|09:57am] |
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Dang I haven't updated this thing in like forever...
Last night was sooo freakin funny. If ya'll do recall i made a comment like 6 months ago..about if a certain someone was animal, she would be this one. Well apparently its still funny. Her friends, i will not name just because i'm nice, walked by me and "neahhed", well at first i didn't hear them but Michelle brought it to my attention. So the second time they did it i was like ..."ummm yeah that was funny 6 MONTHS AGO!" Goodness..but then i started thinking about it...why in the fuck would they "neahh" at me? I didn't call myself a horse! oh man...good stuff.
Well I am definately fed up with science fair...thank God i finished it. No thanks to my so eager group memebers. Oh well. Life just likes to bite me in the ass sometimes. I'm soo freakin glad its Friday. WHOO weekend...haha oh wait..SATs tomorrow. Not cool. Its ok though, courtney gets to take them with me..then we get to go shoppinG!!!
I really wanted to hangout with Austin tonight but he's going to a party. He was like "yeah if its lame, i'll stop by, if you're home." haha well thanks but i don't think i'm gonna wait around for you. (watch i probably will)< [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<i'm>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Dang I haven't updated this thing in like forever...
Last night was sooo freakin funny. If ya'll do recall i made a comment like 6 months ago..about if a certain someone was animal, she would be this one. Well apparently its still funny. Her friends, i will not name just because i'm nice, walked by me and "neahhed", well at first i didn't hear them but Michelle brought it to my attention. So the second time they did it i was like ..."ummm yeah that was funny 6 MONTHS AGO!" Goodness..but then i started thinking about it...why in the fuck would they "neahh" at me? I didn't call myself a horse! oh man...good stuff.
Well I am definately fed up with science fair...thank God i finished it. No thanks to my so eager group memebers. Oh well. Life just likes to bite me in the ass sometimes. I'm soo freakin glad its Friday. WHOO weekend...haha oh wait..SATs tomorrow. Not cool. Its ok though, courtney gets to take them with me..then we get to go shoppinG!!!
I really wanted to hangout with Austin tonight but he's going to a party. He was like "yeah if its lame, i'll stop by, if you're home." haha well thanks but i don't think i'm gonna wait around for you. (watch i probably will)<<i'm a dork. GOOD LUCK to Ana, Michelle,and Courtney. Kick some booty tonight! alright i'm outty>> this was fun..i'm def. updating later. later dudes!
**23 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!!**
"You totally rock squirt! Give me some fin, noggin...DuuuuuDE!" -Buscando a Nemo :) |
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[24 Jun 2004|10:09am] |
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Well.. work is a bitch. I have less hours now cause we've hired so many damn cashiers...what we really need is baggers but hey whatever. Anyways, i haven't talk to Taylor in about a week so i'm going to declare that relationship died. It was fun while it lasted. I had to miss volleyball on tuesday cause i had to work and then i got a message that the whole of July is cancelled ((which is f*ing bullshit)) I hope the camps are still going on. Oh yeah ANA!!! >>>>the setter/hitter camp at UCF on July 19th is $65 so i'm hoping your coming with. <<<< Brittany came over last night and we watched Down to You and then went and visit courtney...haha we had to sneak to see her on a count that she's grounded...good times good times. I saw Whitney and Shabion (i hope i spelled it right this time) before i went to work. I LOVE YOU GIRLS! Well i'm outty...muchlove to ya'll.
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[21 Jun 2004|09:11pm] |
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got my board today...i feel all happy inside.
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life is good
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[18 Jun 2004|05:57pm] |
Love is patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags its never proud
Slow to wrath it keeps no records of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use forgiveness
**i don't know what to do...i will forever love him.**
**i will trust in Him to guide me, for He knows what is real.**
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| wthout love... |
[18 Jun 2004|05:52pm] |
Love is patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags its never proud
Slow to wrath it keeps on record of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use forgiveness
**i don't know what to do...i will forever love him.**
**i will trust in Him to guide me, for He knows what is real.**
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[12 Jun 2004|12:14pm] |
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Last night was fun. Work was a bore but what else is new. After work i went to courts house and we watched "Stuck on You" <<<cute movie. After that i talked to spike and straightened things out. I hate having to do shit like that, but it wouldn't have been fair to him. Anyways...went to bed and had weird dreams about mexicans...woke up at about 4 to the sound of mr. green throwing rocks at the window cause mrs. green locked him out. lol Woke up and basically chilled all day and now i'm just chattin..i go to work at 2 then its off to mommy's house. Talked to Taylor...so cute! I hope something good comes from this. well i'm outty ....muchlove.
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| i'm bouncing off the walls again..whoa! |
[11 Jun 2004|02:37pm] |
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haha last night was fun. Mosh pits are scary but funny. lol This girl was crowd surfing and she fell on her head. It was so funny but i guess not really cause that would have hurt. But the concert was fucking awesome. I love SUGARCULT! We had so much fun. Today i've basically lazed around the house all day. I love it actually. Taylor is off grounding..now all i have to do is wait. Hopefully he'll call ...we'll see. Well i'm off to work soon. ::blah:: muchlove.
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| Did you know? |
[07 Jun 2004|03:13pm] |
Have you..
x. Fallen for your best guy friend - oh yes..and you know what? It was the greatest thing that ever happened to me.
x. Made out with JUST a friend - umm...don't remember
x. Been rejected - yes...today in fact.
x. Been in love – yes
x. Used someone – i think we all use someone at one time or another (but its not a good thing)
x. Been used - yup
x. Cheated on someone - yes and i'm not proud of it.
x. Been cheated on - yes
x. Done something you regret – yup
Who was the last person..
x. You touched – i gave courtney a high five
x. You talked to – courtney
x. You hugged – my dad
x. You instant messaged – spike
x. You yelled at – myself
x. You laughed with - courtney
x. You had a crush on – austin
x. Who broke your heart – Matt
Do you..
x. Color your hair – no...i love my hair!
x. Have tattoos - i wanted one but now i'm not so sure
x. Piercings - just earings
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both – nope none
x. Floss daily - no and mrs. lindy is going to kill me for it
x. Own a webcam - haha no
x. Ever get off the damn computer – only occasionally
x. Sprechen sie deutsch- dutch? do i speak dutch? nope sorry.
x. Habla espanol – claro que si!
Have u ((ever))...
x. Considered a life of crime – sorry..hasn't crossed my mind
x. Considered being a hooker- haha are you serious?
x. Considered being a pimp – nope
x. Are you psycho – haha i have my moments
x. Split personalities – idk...maybe?
x. Obsessive- with somethhings
x. Obsessive compulsive – don't think so
x. Panic- at times...like last night
x. Anxiety - um... exams?! haha.
x. Depressed – i'm beginning to think i am
x. Suicidal - um...no
x. Obsessed with hate - i hate the world i hate the world! haha jk
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be – with matt...on a island..with good waves.
x. What are you listening to – myself typing
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body – no
x. Do you have a favorite animal- a dolphin
x. Current Clothes – bikini and a overshirt
x. Current Mood - tired and edgy
x. Current Music – blindside "silence"
x. Current Taste – goldfish
x. Current Hair - in a bun
x. Current Annoyance – my phone ringing bc someone won't stop calling me!
x. Current Smell – sweat
x. Current thing I ought to be doing – sleeping
x. Current Desktop Picture – a girl surfing
x. current Favorite Group – sugarcult
x. Current Book – Mary H. Clark...on the street where you live.
x. Current DVD In Player - blue crush
x. Current Refreshment – water
x. Current Worry – idk
x. Current Crush – Matt (as always), Taylor, and Austin.
x. Current Favorite Celebrity – Sandra Bullock.
Favorite..
x. Drink – green tea
x. Color – blue
x. Shoes – my brown tilt flip flops
x. Candy - twislers
x. Animal- dolphin
x. TV Show – law and order:svu
x. Movie – the lion king
x. Dance – the funky chicken lol
Are you...
x. Understanding – i think so
x. Open-minded – at times
x. Insecure- oh man am i ever.
x. Interesting – maybe? idk.
x. Hungry - not at the moment.
x. Friendly – yeah
x. Smart- haha at times.
x. Moody - yes oh yes.
x. Childish - at times
x. Independent – at times
x. Hard working – yes
x. Organized – yes
x. Healthy – overall i think so
x. Emotionally Stable - i believe so
x. Shy – yes
x. Difficult- at times
x. Bored Easily - yes
x. Thirsty - yeah
x. Responsible - yep
x. Sad- i was last night and i am today.
x. Happy - i think my inner child is...wait..nope.
x. Trusting - sometimes too much.
x. Talkative – at times and i'm sure its annoying.
x. Unique- sure why not.
Who do you want to..
x. Kill – NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNEEE!!
x. Slap – some ppl who i will not name here.
x. Be like – brittany wall..damn she's a baller at everything!
x. Talk to offline – matt.
On you..
x. Name - Marlena
x. Nicknames – mar, mars, rusty, lena, and m-dog.
x. Hair color - naturally brown
x. Eye Color – blue
x. Siblings- travis ((currently single ladies!)) haha
x. How do you describe yourself- umm...i don't describe myself.
x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend - no already!
What's your favorite..
x. Number - 12 and 32
x. Holiday - Halloween..el dia de los muertos.
x. Radio station - 1059 1033 and 999
x. Place – my room
x. Flower – hibiscus (sp?)
x. Scent - lucky
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[05 Jun 2004|01:01pm] |
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well..basketball went well yesterday. There were two new girls that showed up. One has potential and the other is actually pretty good. And she seems nice too. Candace came finally. It was fun, we had our laughs. After bball i went home to pack my stuff and i headed over to courts house to bask in the sunlight. But we didn't end up basking...we actually just listened to 9 Days, made a "To Do List" and watched the storm roll in. It was so neat. The clouds were increadable..i'd never seem them like that. We felt like being random so we ran down to the beach and watched the sky some more...listened to the thunder and watched birds fly no where. I buried Courtney...it was rather funny. And then there was this HUGE clap of thurder and we both sprinted back to her place. When she left to go to her grandmothers, i went to my moms house. We went to go open a checking account for me (my parents want me to learn how to balance a checkbook and what not) Then we rented "The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King" (i cryed like 5 times..it was good) and "Calander Girls" <<that's a must see. Very good...full of laughs.
Now its about 1:08 and i'm so tired...I work today at 3 till 9. I think me and courtney may go see "Rising Helen" afterwards. Its supposed to be really really good. Well i'm outty. Taylor gets off grounding soon!!! Whoop whoop! muchlove.
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| just another day in paradise |
[02 Jun 2004|10:29pm] |
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today's been crazy..i've figured out that lightsey would be an orangatange (sp) if he was an animal. Courtney would be a tree frog and Michelle would be a.....black cat. Ana would be a dolphin, Chelsea would be a horse. I would be a turtle (according to Ana). lol good times...I was giving my basketball a pep talk today. It was great. "Hug the ball, hug the ball." I love my ball! Anyways..my legs are freaking killing me...work was easy..it was super slow. I'm pooped and just found out that Taylor is grounded for another week! Mother F-er! I hate this. I'm out...muchlove.
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| whooo!! fill it out! ((please)) |
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1. By what name do you know me?
2. For how long have we been/are we friends?
3. What song reminds you of me?
4. What thought/ inside joke belongs to us?
5. What makes me unlike anyone you know?
6. What is my best quality?
7. What part of you do I bring out?
8. Where do you see me in ten years?
9. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did?
10. How do you think I'm going to die?
11. What colors/scents/pictures/sounds remind you of me?
12. What's your favorite memory of a time we shared?
13. Tell me, am I a good friend?
14. Do you find me attractive?
15. Would you date me?
16. What's one thing you don't like about me?
17. Can you see us as friends twenty years from now?
18. Do I believe in God?
19. Do you think I care?
20. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves?
21. What do I love?
22. What is/are my worst fears?
23. Do I smoke?
24. When you first saw/talked to me what was your impression?
25. Do you love me?
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| haha alright... |
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well..from the reaction that i got and looking back at some pictures i have decided to keep my long locks...lol. Today was fun...hung with courtney and whitney..went surfing for 3 hours ((i love it!!)) and then chilled with beth, kaley, and brandon for about 5 min. lol I LOVE YOUR HAIR BETH!!..and kaley..tell you're brother to stay out of trouble so i can hang with him! We got yelled at for parking in this lady's lawn when we didn't really park on her lawn..its really the city's but we weren't going to get into that. Then chilled with audrey and courtney at courtney and watched "Like Mike" funny movie..cute kids. well i'm off to court's to stay the night..i'm praying that the waves are beautiful...let you know! later gators!!
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[25 May 2004|09:59am] |
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yesterday morning my family took my brother to the airport..my mom and dad both cried i was like "he's coming back" i was sad inside too ya know but i wasn't about to cry about it. I was giving my dad a hard time about it...it was funny. I tried to do the same with my mom but she's wasn't as easy-going about it. Oh well. When we got back me and courtney went to the beach with Lindsay Mount. I saw their house...holy shit it was so freaking awesome!! After the beach, we headed over to AquaEast and Surf Station for the surfboards. I saw two that i liked. One was 639.00 and the other was 405.00 (i told my dad this and he was like well i already know which one your getting.)lol They're both really nice...8ft and the other is 7.8ft soo...yeah. We'll see. After that i was begging courtney to surfing with me even though there was nothing at all. We went out even though it was a waste of time, but it was fun. When we came in and courtney was rinsing her board off and such i saw this dolphin right in front of her. I was like "Courtney LOOK!!" well she didn't look quick enough and so we stayed out there for another 20 min or so looking for them. It was great.
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[22 May 2004|09:59pm] |
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I'm bored and tired...last night i had a dream about scanning grogeries for like 3 hours. It was nuts. i have to get out of there...i hope holiday inn express calls cause i'm so done with "do you have a winn dixie card?" bologna. whatever dude. no worries i guess. I had lunch with my mommy and little brother. I got in trouble for taking matt home thursday...his mom apparently chewed my mom out for it...i was like damn. I feel bad though...i wish that had never happened. I'm sorry matt! Well i'm off to work till 8 tonight...anyone please feel free to come and see me...it'll make my day! Love ya'll!
Whoop whoop..surfboard shopping on monday! can't wait!!
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[21 May 2004|10:59pm] |
Well i haven't updated in awhile but you haven't missed much. The past couple weekends have mostly consisted of working and hanging with brian and courtney. The weeks were dedicated to studing and get through the last few weeks of school.
Today...
Me and courtney went to walmart to get shirts for brittany's grad present (i hope she liked them) Then we headed over to her party...it was fun (for the whole 30 minutes that i stayed) then i took michelle to work and courtney home. I headed over to work and i got off at about 10:30. It was funny. All day to today i was thinking about taylor. I mean he's cute, funny, and so sweet. I really can't find one bad thing about him. I put my # in the note i wrote him (he didn't have a yearbook) so i hope he calls me...well.. i'm pooped and i have to babysit tomorrow and then its back to work. later gators!
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[02 May 2004|08:30pm] |
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1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Would you ever want to kiss me?
21. Have you ever wanted to ask me out?
22. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?
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[02 May 2004|05:07pm] |
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Well this weekend was CRAZY! Yesterday i drove around all of palm coast and bunnell for like 4 hours.((blah)) Me and courtney hung out after she took the SATS, we got a job at Winn Dixie (i just got off work)) i worked for 8 fucking hours. I am so unbelievable tired. oh man. Last night me, courtney, brian and audrey hung out we were going to watch a movie but we just chilled and looked at yearbooks and pictures instead. It was fun. Friday we lost our game by one freaking point. But there are probably many reasons why we lost but i'm gonna keep my mouth shut. I think we have a game either monday or tuesday against Seabreeze. So hopefully that will go better. I moved in with my dad and now i'm off to go organize my room.
muchlove.
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[30 Apr 2004|09:36am] |
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Hey ya'll!! Sorry i haven't updated in awhile, i've had alot on my mind lately. School is school and football is well...a different subject. Audrey and me are on defense now. whoop whoop!! Its so much better. And tonight we'll hopefully play because Mrs. Gambone isn't here. :(
Volleyball is the poo, as always. Michelle is getting real good. I have a feeling that the season next year is going to be awesome. Ana and I are going to be the setter sisters!! Whoop whoop. I love that girl. But we have alot of new talent and its gonna be alot of fun. I can't wait till tryouts.
Today....I GOT MY LICENSE! I'm so freakin happy and i am moving in with my dad tomorrow. My mom is that excited about it and i didn't expect that she would be but this is what i have decided to do and she's going to have a accept that. I'll still love of her of course. Nothing will ever change that. I'm going to miss courtney and lindsey so much and our interesting rides to school in the morning. :( awe man good times. We're gonna have an awesome summer. Its gonnna be CRAZY!
well i have to go now...its about time to go and learn somethings ((i guess)) School is so blah...but its almost done!!! whoo! Beach today during 3rd period and then we have a game tonight! I hope i see everyone there! I gots to go! muchlove.
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[25 Apr 2004|06:43pm] |
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I find myself thinking of you all the time
And everytime I look at you
A shot of pain goes through my heart.
Something doesn't feel right.
I know you and I are meant for each other.
Just right how I don't know what to do.
I realize it how more than ever, that I love you.
This is what we want though, right?
To go our seperate ways for awhile.
Now I'm with someone new and he's nothing like you.
Yet I still find myself wishing you were here instead of him.
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i feel so numb...i realize now more than ever how unhappy i am. i don't feel anything anymore and i don't know what i want. I wish i could just go and be with Him, away from all the unhappiness and tears.
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[21 Apr 2004|07:38pm] |
Today was fun. 1st period was nothing special and 2nd was just frusterating. I hope whoever came up with all that useless nonsense is getting a kick out of what we have to do down here! 3rd was cool, caught up on my drawings and what not. Then i helped Lizzy to the "dinning hall" because she's helpless at the moment. (jk) 4th was fun...we played flag football and got hot and sweaty (oh baby oh baby).
After school me and courtney went surfing for about an hour and a half. I was on this ghetto 60s board so everytime i attempted to get up i would nosedive. It was quite a interesting event. Then we decided to go in but we had drifted so far, we thought we should swim in the tide pools on the way back. It was great. Back at her house, we made lots and lots of food and watched "Simply Irrestible"-good movie right there. Well i'm beat and i have still have Kleckner to finish. byes!
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[19 Apr 2004|12:25pm] |
This weekend was awesome. I spent some time with my dad and brother. I painted my new room and bought the bedspread and what not. Its gonna look soo hott. Yesterday i was at the beach all day and it was a blast. The waves were huge and the water was so nice. And i accidently flashed some ppl while i was taking off my rash-guard. I was so embrassed. They're never gonna let me live that down. This morning was interesting. I didn't feel so hot before i left to go to the greens but i figured i would go to school anyways becuase i have a project and a test to take care of. I only ended up staying for 1st and then i went home. WHITNEY...YOU LOOKED SO FREAKING ADORABLE TODAY! lol No football game this week. Our first home game is the 28th. sorry to any of those ppl i told it was the 23rd. Its not. sorry again. Alright well i'm gonna go back to sleep now. Cheerio. haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!
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[16 Apr 2004|12:00pm] |
In mr. parks class. We just got done dissecting squids, oh man it was so gross. Well not really but it did smell really really bad. lol Cuppie and me talked some. She's such a cool kid. I remember when i first moved here and she was the first person to talk to me. Good luck at your game tonight! Oh yeah our game last night was killer! We won 26-6 bitch. 3 and 0!! lol Today i'm going home and then sleeping. Then i'm going out. Possibly making an appearence somewhere. 14 days bitch and then i'm gone. I can't wait. well i've g2g. PEACE!
i heart switchfoot.
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[14 Apr 2004|06:41pm] |
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Today was alright...nothing special, but hey who's complaining? This morning i had Eggos for breakfast((!!!)) i was so excited about it. First period was ok...except for the fact mrs. lemus decided to loaded us down with hmwk. Blahh! 2nd period was fun...cuase it took everyone freaking forever to do the warm-up. 4th was nice, haha, the ppl in my gym class crack me up. Way to go Lauren, serving queen. lol 3rd was good, just book work. After school i hung with the Green girls and watched Top Gun ((very good movie)) THen we went to see Chris and Skip, hung out there for awhile and then i had to go home. Blah i hate hmwk. So now i'm here just chilling with my buddy ANne! She's so cute. Tomorrow i'm leaving school at 1 haha what whhhaaat! no gym for me. Have fun walking the track everyone!! :) Alrighty well i'm outty. muchlove.
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[12 Apr 2004|09:10pm] |
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Oh man today was good. School was the same, nothing special there. Football practice was kind of relaxed, Mrs. Gambone could have chilled a little bit but hey that's her deal. I disected a clam all by myself today...well kinda. lol Its an improvement though. After practice was fun...hung out with courtney for a while. And man did i bust my ass. I ran right into her glass table that was just chillin beside the couch. Oh man i was soo lucky that i only broke a candle holder ((that i will replace)) haha oh man it was soo fucking funny. I guess you had to be there. lol well i'm pooped. Later!
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[11 Apr 2004|03:07pm] |
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I don't freaking understand her!! I mean come on! You're not even divorced yet, and inviting "people" over? what the hell is your problem!!? I'm glad he's your friend, cause Lord knows you need some, but Easter is not the time to have him over!! IT'S F-A-M-I-L-Y TIME! get it? I swear...while Dad is all by his fucking self, you're having a fucking party! Yeah I know on holidays we've had ppl over before, blah blah blah. But there's a difference. Do you know what that is!? YOU AND DAD WERE TOGETHER! And it has to be him of all people. HIM!! UGH!
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[10 Apr 2004|06:00pm] |
Today was fun... instead of a movie Travis, dad and I went the Alligator Farm!! Man i haven't been there in like years. It was alot of fun. Tonight we're having shrimp pasta and we're gonna watch the Whole 9 Yards. I can't wait.
20 days till i get my license!!
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[10 Apr 2004|11:56am] |
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Last night was fun....went to the fair with courtney. She rode the bull and it was pretty funny. I saw Austin, Brandon, Peter, and Travis. Brandon and Travis tried to win $25 by climbing a rock wall, they did pretty good but they didn't win the money. O well. Yesterday we whooped Mainland..13-0. Shoot i was kinda surprised. I thought they were going to put up a fight, i mean shoot, when they warmed up i was like oh damn. But i guess i was wrong. Great Job everyone!! Way to go Courtney! Well today i'm chilling with my dad and brother and then tomorrow i get to have dinner with some special ppl (oh yeah i'm excited about that) NOT! ught my mom makes me mad sometimes. but whatever. ok well i'm off. later!
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[09 Apr 2004|09:59am] |
Well today is good friday.....amen. This week has been pretty crazy, we won our first ever flag football game! whoop whoop..awesome job everyone (way to go raymond!) Today we're going up against Mainland, but we're not scared. lol I'm ready, I'm ready, I"M READY!! haha Oh yes and i must congradulate Mrs. Michelle for having a play named after her. haha The Cortina Reverse! Tomorrow is going to be fun, i'm first gonna go try and get a job. And then i'm taking my brother, Blair, and Ryan to see the Alamo. Then me and travis are off to dad's to celebrate Easter. Busy busy busy. lol oh well sometime in there i get a breather i'm sure. Last nights track meet was pretty cool. Man there are some fast bitchs out there. I mean dang. haha if i had been out there shoot i'd be done for. o well. that's why i'm not. lol
well i'm outty, nothing else really to talk about. later.
Ana i'm soo glad you're back!!
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[04 Apr 2004|12:44pm] |
I"M BAAACK! It feels great to be back in town. Yesterday i went to the beach with courtney. The water felt soo great. I came home and then spent the night at my dads new house, it was pretty nifty. Today went back to my mom's house and worked on some homework and at 3 i'm going to go see Walking Tall and then after that I'm going to get some cleats for football. Our first game is Wed. I'm kinds excited about it. Hopefully out football record will look better than our basketball record. lol Well i'm outty. Peace.
Do not let hate consume you.
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[27 Mar 2004|12:27pm] |
ugh...people are driving me nuts! i don't get it...why would you comment in someones journal and put "anonymous"? i mean really, if you have something to say..say it and don't freaking be a shamed. All i have to say is however does that is a wimp. but whatever that's just my opinion. If you don't have the guts to say what you have to say and take credit for it, then that's your deal.
Anyways...today i'm hopefully gonna hit the waves with courtney (i can't wait). Then tomorrow my mom wants me and her to go see a movie so i guess thats what i'm doing. then on monday i'm off to GEORGIA! whoop whoop. can't wait! i'm soo ready to get away from everything. ok well i'm outty! later.
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[26 Mar 2004|09:26am] |
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alrighty i have updated my journal in a long ass time so...i decided i would do it now because there is really nothing better to do. Yesterday was funny...in 2nd period this guy who i have no clue who he is asked me to hang out with him. It was kinda humerous cause this kid is pretty cute and the last person who i would ever expect to ask me to hang with him. Mr. Kleckner and Meagan were cracking jokes the whole time. It was great. This week was pretty crazy but i don't care (well yeah i do) but next week is spring break and i'll be gone the WHOLE time!! YEAH!! Anyways, i made a deal with courtney that today i would eat my very last (i don't know about that but hey) steak dinner and i would then go and watch this "PETA movie" put together to illustrate the crueltly of animals. She won't even sit oh her leather couch anymore (i'm just kidding..but she wasn't happy about the fact that it was leather) It quite funny actually, Courtney you're crazy!! Moving on... in Georgia I'm kinda getting the feeling that i'm gonna do something crazy, but i don't know what it is yet. lol so when i come back ya'll need to brace yourselves. jk. Damn...a whole hour left of 2nd and i don't know how much more i can take of that Indian Trails Talent Show although it is pretty cute. Oh man, guess who was looking hot today!! yeah that would be Mr. Matthew McCrummen. He actually wore a shirt that fit his body (like the emo kids do) and it was hott! haha Ricky was looking good to. :) haha do you know who would be an awesome couple?? COURTNEY and JACI!! haha just kidding you two but i thought it was funny that tracy said that. Oh man i'm soo freaking hungry!! Oh yeah...i have to go and walk my tarantula. haha later!!
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[14 Mar 2004|03:39pm] |
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Well last night was alot of fun. Courtney, Michelle, Greg, Rick, Vinny, and Bryan C. came over and we played some basketball and then we watched The Missing which was kinda boring and then we watched the beginning of Super Troopers which was fun as fuck! "the snozberries taste like snozberries..." haha great stuff. (ana you should have come) Anyways.. well my aunt pasted away which freakin sucks cause she was really cool, and I feel really bad for my dad cause that's just another piece of shit to add to his plate. Man he def. doesn't deserve this. Alrighty well i'm off to St. Augustine to go visit the family.
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Rick is the sweetest most wonderful understanding guy ever! I like him so much...i hope this is the start of something beautiful!
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